A new month...

The month of February was a tough one. It may be shorter in days, but it seemed like the longest month of the year. I clung to the verses Romans 5:3-5
And not only this, but we also exult in our tribulations, nowing that tribulation brings about perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope; and hope does not disappoint, becuase the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us.
I even whined about God training me for a marathon, even though I don't like to run. But you need perseverance to finish the race. Faith and character is defined by how you respond to trouble. Hope comes from the faith we have in God's loving plan for our lives and this time on earth is so short when compared to eternity.
I am grateful the month is over and a new one starting, however, I am grateful for all I learned and gained during this season of testing.
I am grateful:
*answers to prayers
*for a strong minded child who will submit to discipline even though it is uncomfortable
*for a diagnosis of bi-polar, we now know what we struggle against and can seek treatment accordingly
*for insurance
*for friends who have walked the path of aging parents and can suggest a rehab hospital when we have only minutes to decide
*that it was only a puppy that bit Flutter Nutter, I originally thought it was an adult dog
*we knew the owners and were able to get the dog's shot history
*for short but sweet visits with out of town brothers
*for a phone call from my brother to let me know he is okay. I haven't heard from in at least 3 years
*my brother telling me he is praying and talking to God
*for a husband who will intervene and shield me from neighborhood drama
*for clinicians who are able to offer valuable insight into the world of generic medications (a whole other post)
*for homeschooling and the flexibility it gives us to embrace tough times like these as a family
*beautiful mid~winter days at the park to soak in the sunshine and take mental health days
*a wonderful Sunday School class of ladies who understand the need to allow the tears to flow and let me because to do so at home, distresses the children too much
*google calendars and all I am learning in how to streamline things at home and reduce paper clutter
*technology in general, so helpful in maintaining lines of communication when life gets harried and scary hard
*a husband who will read a book I am reading when he would rather be doing something else
*a therapist who is just amazingly big hearted and encouraging, who finds such joy and positive qualities in my child
*a therapist who gives hope, hope that my child's future can be different than what I have seen in others
*family therapy
*blue skies and bright sunny days like today
*excitement and anticipation of a family trip to St. Louis for hockey and fun